shit. i want to stay home tomorrow, but we most likely will have no school this week and i don’t want to be home and i have a lot of shit i need to turn in and i’m afraid i’ll fall more behind but i really just want to die right now and not be such a joke xoxoxoxoo
well i just didn’t even have my project for class today, and i guess i forgot to write an essay too? K, ESTRADA. whatever, she was so funny today <3 but i now realize that what i had planed in my head for my poster will actually look like shit, so i have nothing now. and i haven’t been doing notes for history either, which is pretty much half the grade/what the class is based on. and imminent snow day this week. and conformation thing all day saturday. and a bunch of other dumb shit that i just don’t have the patience/attention span for. life is just soooo fucking good. chillin’ in the spiral forever. jk, spiraling in the spiral, duh. caroline was just wicked rude to me last night COOL thanks for being understanding, yah bitch. ugh, this post sucks. i really wouldn’t mind if i fell asleep and never woke up ;-* until like a month later, when this headache is gone and i don’t have to do projects or any last minute stuff, as per usual, or any work for that matter. i really shouldn’t joke about signing out, because now i want to so badly. thug life -__- but no one would ever co-sign it for me. and i wouldn’t do anything after/mailmen start at age 18. i am putting my trust into other people to help me get shit done on my concentration issues, and it’s just not working at all. if i was an adult, i would already be done doing it and be getting straight A’s by now. my report card/midterms are shit and i know that i’m fucked, but there’s no way my parents will even try to understand unless i have solid proof that i have difficulty doing my work and retaining info. the lady and my mom said two different things on what i have to do/where i have go to get on meds or whatever i need to do to fix myself, which i so badly need, and no one has followed up at all. so i am basically waiting to get help since there’s nothing else i can do/waiting for report cards to come out and have my ass kicked. there’s really nothing i can do until these two thing happen, and it’s ripping me apart. FUCK PURGATORY. and caroline thinks i’m full of shit..fuck that, i can’t even believe someone would say something so retardedly hurtful for legit no reason at all. maybe karma is getting me back for something? but i’ve been trying my best for so long it seems like. i just wish i didn’t turn everything into a joke and could be serious for like 5 minutes because i do it to the point where i’m basically kidding myself. ahhhh i wish i was just done. miles to go before i sleep x2
this post sucks!!!! w/e, mah blogblogblog.
oh, and i really want a pocket dictionary so i can be super smart!
LOL, PLEASE NO ONE TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS & LEAF ME ALONE, OKAYTHANKS
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