what the fuck. YOU’RE the one who thinks they know everything. you said that they boyscouts don’t get to pick their songs. jimmy just played gorillaz and backstreet boys, so i think they JUST MIGHT. just because i have other ideas than yours, which you think is the sole answer to life, doesn’t mean that i think i know everything. i KNOW i don’t. you are just ignorant and refuse to be swayed.
…why would evan be going on the rafting trip? EXACTLY, YOU FUCK.
you don’t understand how much i want you to be happy. you always talk about how people don’t like you..but i do. you really are an all around great person, and i can’t understand why people would be that shallow to judge without getting to know you. you are basically family; you probably are aware. i wish i could tell you how much you mean to me. but i’m afraid you’ll leave, like every other boy in my life has. i hope we can stay friends after college. i’m so scared that after i graduate, everything will fall apart. i fucking hope it doesn’t.
ughhh i don’t really feel like writing much anymore
saturday we went to six flags. it was hot as shit out, there was a ton of ethnics and the lines were so long. but we rode all the big rides and i got to hang out with bryan for most of the day. there was a lightning storm and my mom was yelling at me the whole day, but i had fun. and i didn’t even puke.
sunday jimmy left for virginia? i think thats where he’s going & my dad left somewhere too, so its really chill here. i went to the venture meeting and the white river rafting sounds like the ill time.
yesterday was dumb, i just played gamecube. i went to soccer and i left early so i could make fire at my house. and i watched obsessed! i thought that show was canceled. i wub OCD <33
then today i went to get chink food with thom johnny and parsons, but we got lost on the way. but the food was alright. then we went to to woburn mall. whatevzzz, ect.
i really just want to sit at the lake and not swim.
hopefully the blaisdells will come in august and we can have the slickest time evuhh. and maybe bdude can hang out with us
but bryan is deff jamming with us before the summer is over.
it makes me uneasy to know that you aren’t even making an effort to talk to me. but i see where its all going.
…and you’ll probably never see this either.
well im going to go finish Gauntlet Dark Legacy. PEACE POOPZ
..So today was adventure filled and fun I cleaned got a fresh haircut saved Katie with dan and jj that was nice katies nice it makes me want a sibling closer to me in age, right after that adventure I went to panda…
taylor called me. she told me she was grounded lmfao. so we came up with this big elaborate scheme that i would go to the store and buy a pre-paid phone and get her this shit out of walmart and she’d be able to text dave or whatever.
so naturally, i did it right away. i don’t know why, but i just wanted to do it as soon as possible and get it out of the way. its not like i’m whipped, i just wanted to do something nice and have the ill plan. people are more fragile than you think.
me dan thom & jimmy went and WE GOT IT. this black lady was scaring me but she helped me out in the end. i hope i bought the right shit. then we went to wendy’s and i had to tell danny how to get to the shawsheen because he’s only been there once -___- slick adventure!
tomorrow is six flags. supah pumped. hopefully its not disgusting out.
i forgot to go to my neighbors at 5 for cat instructions D:< so i just went at 6:30. it was chilllll. i just have to go over there once in the morning and maybe at night to let the cat back in if it goes out. sunday to saturday? piece of cake.
you don’t have to come to my fire. i started it. you don’t have to complain about my music playing, this was my idea. i can put as many papers in it as i want, i’m in control of this shit. YOU DON’T HAVE TO RUIN THIS FOR ME.
my neighbor is going on vacation. i get to babysit the cats. i hope i make at least 20 bucks, because i am becoming broke. whatever, its a week gig and i just have to pour food and see that the cat isn’t too dead.
this is gonna be the sickest present evuuuuhh. so stoked just to have something to plan.
i went running today. i did about a mile, and then this guy was skeevin me out, so i left. i’ll probably just go to soccer tomorrow. oh how i love skipping it. sleeping in.