If there's any love in me, don't let it show.

what the fuck. YOU’RE the one who thinks they know everything. you said that they boyscouts don’t get to pick their songs. jimmy just played gorillaz and backstreet boys, so i think they JUST MIGHT. just because i have other ideas than yours, which you think is the sole answer to life, doesn’t mean that i think i know everything. i KNOW i don’t. you are just ignorant and refuse to be swayed.

…why would evan be going on the rafting trip? EXACTLY, YOU FUCK.

life would be so serene without you.

and stop dancing to We Didn’t Start the Fire.

you don’t understand how much i want you to be happy. you always talk about how people don’t like you..but i do. you really are an all around great person, and i can’t understand why people would be that shallow to judge without getting to know you. you are basically family; you probably are aware. i wish i could tell you how much you mean to me. but i’m afraid you’ll leave, like every other boy in my life has. i hope we can stay friends after college. i’m so scared that after i graduate, everything will fall apart. i fucking hope it doesn’t.

these are the days.

taylor wrote me a letter!!!!!!@#(!()_#_ i miss her a lot.

i went to the lake today with my nana. it was nice, but i hate the lake. its like one big ashtray.

going to thoms to watch degrassi. baaaah